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dont you hate it? when something is going SO right, SO SO perfect.. then BAM. its gone. its like your floating in your own little bubble, happy as can be, with no cares in the world, and someone comes and pops it with that sharp needle that can bring pain.
your heart sinks as you hear something that can tear you apart, no matter how small it maybe..it still hurts. you put on a brave smile and hope it will go away if you focus on something different, you blink back the tears so no one can see how you really feel. but no matter how hard you try, your feelings are still there underneath, and those tears are still there at the back of your eyes.. the more you put it off..the worse it will get. the more you think about something different, the more it kills you when you just give even a smidge of thought as to what happened. the longer the pain is prolonged the longer you let it go on.. thats right.. let it go.. can you let it go? can you let it go or just the pain? does pain have to come with it? i think the answer is yes it does..but can love always bail me out?