hey alice, sort ya life out!

i feel like alice from alice in wonderland.. not in a way you would expect though. i feel like i'm too big for the box i'm supposed to fit in. i feel like everytime i get close to having it right, to getting back on track..something else happens and i fall apart again. it feels like i'm cooped up in a tiny box and i need to find a way out but i can't figure out how to get out. i'm curious as to what happens behind my back, i get curious easily..i want to investigate into it and i end up getting myself into a bigger mess than i already am in! whenever i try to do something right, it goes wrong..and whenever i do something wrong, it gets even worse..somehow.
i guess another way to describe this would be like tangled headphones.. how annoying is it when your headphones get all mangled together? well i feel like i'm picking out knots and loops one by one, then just when i think i've done it..i find more, and end up making more..
so to conclude, i am alice in wonderland trying to untangle her tangled headphones.